Well, its 10 days away from my 21st birthday !!!!!!
For starters, I have to say, that this is so not how I imagined celebrating my 21st :D . But I'm sure I'll try my best to enjoy it.
I wanted a HUGE party with all my close friends and lots of pretty flowers.
I like surprises. I really really do. I enjoy the unexpected.
I like when I tell someone to stay away, they fight anyway and be next to me cause they know I need them.
I like when I tell someone not to get me anything, cause simply I won't accept it, they still go the extra mile and get me something. ( I could refuse taking it but just the trouble they went through for looking for something and buying it still means a lot)
I like when my friends call just to say they miss me or love me. ( specially my 2 mais .. coz due to our colleges we never have the time to talk or meet )
I like people who go the extra mile just to show how much I mean to them.
I have found out that I don't understand myself as much as I thought I do. I get confused easily, I'm not sure what I want and not clear about my future. That's not acceptable AT ALL !!
So, as my new year's resolution, I've decided to understand myself. Apparently, I'm a good person that people enjoy befriending, so I might as well be my friend :D.
( I might be getting crazy here :D )
I just want to say that I miss you all, my dear friends, I really do. I miss our college days where we used to sit and talk, joke around and skive lectures and sections. I wish I could go back just 1 day to enjoy every moment of it.
On my 21st birthday, I've decided to be a better person, never judge anyone and cherish my friends and my loved ones. I'll be less aggressive ( :$ ) . I WILL CONTROL MY TEMPER ( isA isA isA ya rab :$ ). AND I WILL BE THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD EVER DREAM OF HAVING, SO TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO DUN WANNA BEFRIEND ME ... DUDEZ, ITS YOUR LOSS :D.
Happy Happy 21st to me (^^,). May I break all the laws :D
