Well, its 10 days away from my 21st birthday !!!!!!
For starters, I have to say, that this is so not how I imagined celebrating my 21st :D . But I'm sure I'll try my best to enjoy it.
I wanted a HUGE party with all my close friends and lots of pretty flowers.
I like surprises. I really really do. I enjoy the unexpected.
I like when I tell someone to stay away, they fight anyway and be next to me cause they know I need them.
I like when I tell someone not to get me anything, cause simply I won't accept it, they still go the extra mile and get me something. ( I could refuse taking it but just the trouble they went through for looking for something and buying it still means a lot)
I like when my friends call just to say they miss me or love me. ( specially my 2 mais .. coz due to our colleges we never have the time to talk or meet )
I like people who go the extra mile just to show how much I mean to them.
I have found out that I don't understand myself as much as I thought I do. I get confused easily, I'm not sure what I want and not clear about my future. That's not acceptable AT ALL !!
So, as my new year's resolution, I've decided to understand myself. Apparently, I'm a good person that people enjoy befriending, so I might as well be my friend :D.
( I might be getting crazy here :D )
I just want to say that I miss you all, my dear friends, I really do. I miss our college days where we used to sit and talk, joke around and skive lectures and sections. I wish I could go back just 1 day to enjoy every moment of it.
On my 21st birthday, I've decided to be a better person, never judge anyone and cherish my friends and my loved ones. I'll be less aggressive ( :$ ) . I WILL CONTROL MY TEMPER ( isA isA isA ya rab :$ ). AND I WILL BE THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD EVER DREAM OF HAVING, SO TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO DUN WANNA BEFRIEND ME ... DUDEZ, ITS YOUR LOSS :D.
Happy Happy 21st to me (^^,). May I break all the laws :D
2 comments:
Hey big girl :D,
Am not gonna tell you Happy Birthday now :huh.
Bas begad kan nefsy teb2y hena by then, it would have been great, bas anyway you will still celebrate it and have lots of fun ISA :k.
Have fun breaking the rules, without getting yourself in trouble :D.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
Dude, go see Dr. Frasier :P looool
I loved your post .. esp. the "Sting lyrics" style of "I like when .." ..
It's sad you realized you didn't know yourself that much, and you weren't friends when you needed to - it's good though you have a plan!
The only thing I'd like to add, if ppl don't love you for who you are, I don't think you'd have ever known how "it feels when ..." - fill that with the list above!
PS: You don't have to be less aggressive, just make sure you point before you shoot ;)
Happy 21st (^^0)●•٠·˙
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