Thoughts and Feelings ( 1 )

I wish I could be a kid again, with no responsibilities. Just a little young child uncapable to do anything. Uncapable of taking my own decisions, and can never get blamed for the simplest ones I take or any action I do. Never be blamed for an angry word I say or even scream.
If you are still a kid, then don't rush through life 'cause you want to be a grown-up fast,dont jump stages 'cause life is a series of stages, a series of ordered stages, you'll soon reach that stage. Once you do, you'll be writing those same words !
If you aren't a kid, then the best you can do is be a child from the inside. Try to simplify your life.
The greatest worries of a child is a toy or a party or even a cartoon.
The smallest worries of a grown-up is life itself.
But as you grow up life starts throwing more and more complicated problems.
At some point ( at any stage or all of them even ), the whole world goes black. You always thought that if it ever turned black, it would start at pink and slowly fade into black, but it doesn't. It goes from pure pink and lovely, to pure dark and ugly.There isn't a single side of life that doesnt have a problem in it. EVERYWHERE !!!
Do you know when it hits rock bottom ??
When you dont even respect urself !?!? How are people meant to accept you when you dont even accept urself !?!?
When you try to think of a solution, your mind just goes blank. Trying to fix anything, you just make it worse.
I think there is only one way to fix everything and make it right, Just Pray !! Pray to God to make everthing right, to do what's best for you and everyone around ( and always pray for the best and not for what you want cause God knows best ). That doesn't mean you pray and do nothing. You pray to God to help you do what's right, but also do something about it. Atleast try.